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2nd-Feb-2010 07:26 pm - You Fucked Up My Life fanmix
And now a fanmix for those of you who have been recently dumped and you're incredibly bitter & pissed off about it.

*Note most songs are for girls that have been dumped, but boys can enjoy too.



1. Never Again by Kelly Clarkson
Never again will I kiss you, never again will I want to

2. Toxic by Local H
You're toxic and I'm slipping under

3. Dickhead by Kate Nash
You're just fucking up situations

4. Awkward Last Words by Armor For Sleep
I told you not to believe in me

5. Do You Miss Me by Lucky Boys Confusion
Baby do you miss me now that I'm gone?

6. Blood On the Ground by Incubus
Seeing you is like pulling teeth and hearing your voice is like chewing tinfoil

7. Song For the Dumped by Ben Folds
Give me my money back you bitch

8. You Outta Know by Alanis Morissette
And everytime you speak her name does she know how you told me you'd hold me until you die?

9. Ex-Girlfriend by No Doubt
It's gonna kill me to see you with the next girl

10. What Went Wrong by Blink-182
I can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
23rd-Jan-2010 11:19 pm - Daddy Don't You Want Me? EP
And finally... a mix about my father.

These songs have probably been used in many other mixes, but I know some of them have not. These are the songs I've actually sent to my father & others that I couldn't send because he wouldn't understand their meaning... and although I've gone to therapy to deal with my abandonment issue, the pain doesn't go away.

So this is for anyone else out there who wishes their father (or mother) would've been around to care about them...

*note that usually I work on cover art to go with it, but this one didn't seem like cool cover art was meaningful, so here's a nice pic that took 3 mins on photoshop.



1. Perfect by Alanis Morissette
We'll love you the way you are if you're perfect

2. Day Old Hate by City & Colour
So let's face it this is never what you wanted

3. Soldier's Daughter by Tonic
Did your daddy hurt you real bad?

4. For You by Staind
And I feel like I am nothing
But you made me so do something

5. Emotionless by Good Charlotte
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life

6. Daddy by Jewel
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean

7. Fade by Staind
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself

8. Father of Mine by Everclear
Father of mine tell me where have you been


Wish I could've been Daddy's Girl
19th-Jan-2010 08:45 pm - Ross & Rachel Fanmix
Ross & Rachel from FRIENDS will always be one of the greatest love stories to me. I was lucky enough to find my lobster years ago and I got to experience losing him too.

I can't believe I didn't make this sooner. I don't think anyone else has used these songs for Ross & Rachel either.

Enjoy.




1. The Idea of You by Dave Matthews Band
Episode: The One With the Black Out

2. Rock Lobster by The B-52's (I had to use it because of the lobsters)
Episode: The One With the Prom Video

3. Falling In Love at a Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg
Episode: The One Where Ross and Rachel... You Know

4. Lover Lay Down by Dave Matthews Band
Episode: The One Where Dr. Ramoray Dies

5. Slow Dancing In a Burning Room by John Mayer
Episode: The One the Morning After

6. When You're Gone by The Cranberries
Episode: The One at the Beach

7. I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You by Colin Hay
Episode: The One With the Invitation

8. Comfortable by John Mayer
Episode: The One With Rachel's Date

9. Only You by Joshua Radin
Episode: The One Where Rachel Has the Baby: Part 1

10. If My Heart Was a House by Owl City
Episode: The Last One: Part 2


you're my lobster
9th-Jan-2010 10:30 pm - Dexter Morgan Fanmix
Well since I made a Debra Morgan fanmix I find it only appropriate to make a Dexter mix. I hope none of these songs have been used yet to describe him.  This is a general Dexter Morgan fanmix.  No spoilers to the show.




1. Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars
2. Jezebel by 10,000 Maniacs
3. Somebody Loved by The Weepies
4. Nobody Knows Me At All by The Weepies
5. I Don't Want This Anymore by Straylight Run
6. Ugly Side by Blue October
7. Sleeper 1972 by The Manchester Orchestra
8. Sister by Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds
9. Weirdless Friend Kid by Emiliana Torrini
10. The Loneliest Man In History by My Brightest Diamond

It's not what I want. But what I want doesn't matter. This is the only way I know how to survive. )
7th-Jan-2010 11:35 pm - Deb Morgan Fanmix
So this is a Debra Morgan Fanmix!!

Deb is by far my favorite on Dexter and since I just finished watching season 4 last night I wanted to make a fanmix for Deb. She is a badass that's been through a lot of crap in her life. Oh how I love her long, lean body and her fucking filthy mouth.

This represents Deb throughout ALL 4 SEASONS. So there will be spoilers under the cut if you haven't watched all 4 seasons.



We can play who's the bigger asshole, but I guarantee you I'll win. )
7th-Jan-2010 06:00 pm - Escape Fanmix
I've been applying to graduate schools in other states. I've come to realize that it's time for me to move away and leave this place behind. It's time to start a new chapter of my life. Sadly I will be leaving my family and my boyfriend. I technically don't want to leave each of them personally, but they all can't come with me and I need to get out.

I'm searching for something...

So this is a fanmix about how I need to get out and I need to search for something in this life on my own.



1. Sunburn by Fuel
All my friends are searching, quiet, desperately

2. Breakaway (acoustic) by Kelly Clarkson-- typical song for this type of mix I know
Make a change and breakaway

3. Boston by Augustana-- another typical moving away song
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind

4. Goldfish by Kate Walsh
And I could leave this goldfish sea
And I could start to believe in me

5. Different by Acceptance
I'm taking a chance, this could be different
This could be all I've waited for.

6. World Spins Madly On by The Weepies
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

7. My Town by Armor For Sleep
Run through my town
Scream till I faint
Stumble around
Scare kids away
Worn out I'll be
Asleep on the street
Watch my whole town
Attempt to wake me

8. Wait For Me by Flaw
You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave.
Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me.

9. Disappear by My Brightest Diamond
And I don't think we're meant to stay here very long
I don't dream of bringing heaven down not like this
I'd rather move on

10. To Roam by Robert Pattinson
Some people were born to roam

11. Finding Your Feet Again by Denison Witmer
You're finding your feet again
The part of you that couldn't
Finally thinks you can


Searching...
28th-Dec-2009 04:45 pm - Time Traveler's Wife fanmix
I finished The Time Traveler's Wife months ago, but didn't have the motivation to make a fanmix for it until now. I haven't seen the movie yet, so this is a fanmix for the book.

This mix isn't focused on Claire or Henry directly, but more on how they are both featured in their relationship as a whole that is affected by Henry's ability to time travel. Certain songs pertain to the certain character and their point-of-view.






1.  Sleep by Azure Ray
2. When You're Gone by The Cranberries
3. Blow Ins by Bell X1
4. Fly Away by Columbia Fields
5. Where Is My Love by Catpower
6. Lover Lay Down by Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds
7. Street Map by Athlete
8. Watch You Sleeping by Blue Foundation
9. Late At Night by Buffalo Tom
10. Every Time I Say Goodbye by Alison Krause
11. If You're Missing (Come On Home) by Bethany Joy Lenz
12. She Cries Your Name by Beth Orton
13. Stay With Me by Danity Kane


Playlist and ZIP )
8th-Nov-2009 01:07 pm - Icons & Wallpapers
*Hot linking is a NO NO!
*Credit ME!
*Comments are a MUST!



Icons:

Television: [12] The Vampire Diaries, [5] Dexter, [6] My So-Called Life,
[10] Saved By the Bell, [11] Roswell, [11] Law & Order: SVU
Movies: [4] 200 Cigarettes,[5] Sixteen Candles
People: [8] Robert Pattinson
Books: [5] Sloppy Firsts (Jessica Darling Series)


The Vampire Diaries

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 9
10 11 12


Dexter

1 2 3
4 5

My So-Called Life

1 2 3
4 5 6 7

Robert Pattinson

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8

Saved By the Bell

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
10

Roswell

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
10 11

Law & Order: SVU

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
10 11

Sixteen Candles

1 2 3
4 5

200 Cigarettes

2 3
4


Sloppy Firsts (and the rest of the Jessica Darling series)


  1     2    3 
  6


Wallpapers
:

Television: [2] The Vampire Diaries, [1] My So-Called Life, [1] Law & Order: SVU

wallpapers under the cut )


 



COMMENTS ARE LOVED!
8th-Nov-2009 03:00 am - Damon Salvatore
Finally a DAMON SALVATORE fanmix!


Damon Salvatore from THE VAMPIRE DIARIES may be sexy, but he's still a blood sucking vampire.


His victims should beware.




1. Are You Afraid of the Dark Theme Song (instrumental)

2. The Loneliest Man in History by My Brightest Diamond (instrumental)


3. Consoler of the Lonely by The Raconteurs
*How Damon must feel when he's VERY hungry*

Haven't had a decent meal
My brain is fried
Haven't slept a week for real
My tongue is tied


4. The Monster by Lovedrug
Careful, the monster is round that corner
And he's waiting for blood tonight



5. Bodysnatchers by Radiohead
*what I imagine Damon felt the first few times he fed*

I do not
Understand
What it is
I've done wrong
Full of holes
Check for pulse
Blink your eyes
One for yes
Two for no



6. The Killer In Me by The Smashing Pumpkins
I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what i choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?



7. SexyBack by Poison
*Edward Cullen brought sexy back? No no.. DAMON SALVATORE brought sexy back in a haunting way, not in a JT sort of way*

I'm bringing sexy back
the other boys don't know how to act


8. Halloween by Dave Matthews Band
Wait until I come and I will steal you
Wait until I come I'll take your soul


9. Hysteria by Muse
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul


10. Climbing Up the Walls by Sarah Slean
And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls



11. Secret by The Pierces
Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead.


12. When All Light Dies by Jedi Mind Tricks
When all the light goes out where will you be?
When the darkness comes what will you see?



13. Thriller by Michael Jackson
It's close to midnight and something evil's lurking in the dark
Under the moonlight, you see a sight that almost stops your heart
You try to scream but terror takes the sound before you make it
You start to freeze as horror looks you right between the eyes
You're paralyzed



Your life is pathetic. Your after-life doesn't have to be.
6th-Nov-2009 09:39 pm - Dear Diary EP fanmix
A fanmix for THE VAMPIRE DIARIES.

I've already made a fanmix about what Stefan from The Vampire Diaries writes in his journal.

This fanmix is about what Elena writes in her diary UP UNTIL THE 8th EPISODE. POSSIBLE SPOILERS IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN UP TO THE 7TH EPISODE.

Playlist, description, and ZIP are under the cut.



1. Give Me Strength- Over the Rhine
2. Beautiful Things Can Come From the Dark- Azure Ray
3. The Rush- Dashboard Confessional
4. If I Needed You- Dashboard Confessional
5. This Love- Craig Armstrong
6. What Is Your Secret- Nada Surf
7. Off By Heart- City & Colour
8. Lloyd, I'm Ready to be Heartbroken- Camera Obscura
9. Fuzzy Blue Lights- Owl City



The Playlist )

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