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14th-Sep-2010 10:18 pm - I'm back.
Well... I thought it's time I get back to things that I enjoyed and last year I really enjoyed connecting with you people and making fanmixes.

So I'm back.

Let me know if you have a request for a fanmix.
8th-Sep-2010 07:54 pm - Writer's Block: And The Winner Is…

Ke$ha, Eminem, Lady Gaga, Usher, Beyonce, Justin Bieber … who do you most want to win an MTV Video Music Award this year?

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30 Seconds to Mars.

Love Jared Leto.
20th-Apr-2010 06:29 pm - Untitled.
I need to blog badly.

It's been forever since I have.


















I just wish I knew what to say.
14th-Mar-2010 08:45 pm - Cate Cassidy Fanmix
This is my first fanmix for Life Unexpected. I've been waiting for enough episodes to air so that I could finally make a fanmix. This one is specifically of Cate Cassidy. I see myself in her as much as I saw myself in Marissa Cooper from The OC.

There will be some spoilers so don't look below the cut if you haven't watched this season. Also, I didn't put lyrics for every song... some of the names of the songs pretty much explain why I chose them... I only put lyrics for Cate's "theme songs"...



The one and only Cate CassidyCollapse )
2nd-Feb-2010 07:26 pm - You Fucked Up My Life fanmix
And now a fanmix for those of you who have been recently dumped and you're incredibly bitter & pissed off about it.

*Note most songs are for girls that have been dumped, but boys can enjoy too.



1. Never Again by Kelly Clarkson
Never again will I kiss you, never again will I want to

2. Toxic by Local H
You're toxic and I'm slipping under

3. Dickhead by Kate Nash
You're just fucking up situations

4. Awkward Last Words by Armor For Sleep
I told you not to believe in me

5. Do You Miss Me by Lucky Boys Confusion
Baby do you miss me now that I'm gone?

6. Blood On the Ground by Incubus
Seeing you is like pulling teeth and hearing your voice is like chewing tinfoil

7. Song For the Dumped by Ben Folds
Give me my money back you bitch

8. You Outta Know by Alanis Morissette
And everytime you speak her name does she know how you told me you'd hold me until you die?

9. Ex-Girlfriend by No Doubt
It's gonna kill me to see you with the next girl

10. What Went Wrong by Blink-182
I can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me
23rd-Jan-2010 11:19 pm - Daddy Don't You Want Me? EP
And finally... a mix about my father.

These songs have probably been used in many other mixes, but I know some of them have not. These are the songs I've actually sent to my father & others that I couldn't send because he wouldn't understand their meaning... and although I've gone to therapy to deal with my abandonment issue, the pain doesn't go away.

So this is for anyone else out there who wishes their father (or mother) would've been around to care about them...

*note that usually I work on cover art to go with it, but this one didn't seem like cool cover art was meaningful, so here's a nice pic that took 3 mins on photoshop.



1. Perfect by Alanis Morissette
We'll love you the way you are if you're perfect

2. Day Old Hate by City & Colour
So let's face it this is never what you wanted

3. Soldier's Daughter by Tonic
Did your daddy hurt you real bad?

4. For You by Staind
And I feel like I am nothing
But you made me so do something

5. Emotionless by Good Charlotte
You broke my mother's heart
You broke your children for life

6. Daddy by Jewel
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean

7. Fade by Staind
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself

8. Father of Mine by Everclear
Father of mine tell me where have you been


Wish I could've been Daddy's Girl
19th-Jan-2010 08:45 pm - Ross & Rachel Fanmix
Ross & Rachel from FRIENDS will always be one of the greatest love stories to me. I was lucky enough to find my lobster years ago and I got to experience losing him too.

I can't believe I didn't make this sooner. I don't think anyone else has used these songs for Ross & Rachel either.

Enjoy.




1. The Idea of You by Dave Matthews Band
Episode: The One With the Black Out

2. Rock Lobster by The B-52's (I had to use it because of the lobsters)
Episode: The One With the Prom Video

3. Falling In Love at a Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg
Episode: The One Where Ross and Rachel... You Know

4. Lover Lay Down by Dave Matthews Band
Episode: The One Where Dr. Ramoray Dies

5. Slow Dancing In a Burning Room by John Mayer
Episode: The One the Morning After

6. When You're Gone by The Cranberries
Episode: The One at the Beach

7. I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You by Colin Hay
Episode: The One With the Invitation

8. Comfortable by John Mayer
Episode: The One With Rachel's Date

9. Only You by Joshua Radin
Episode: The One Where Rachel Has the Baby: Part 1

10. If My Heart Was a House by Owl City
Episode: The Last One: Part 2


you're my lobster
9th-Jan-2010 10:30 pm - Dexter Morgan Fanmix
Well since I made a Debra Morgan fanmix I find it only appropriate to make a Dexter mix. I hope none of these songs have been used yet to describe him.  This is a general Dexter Morgan fanmix.  No spoilers to the show.




1. Beautiful Lie by 30 Seconds to Mars
2. Jezebel by 10,000 Maniacs
3. Somebody Loved by The Weepies
4. Nobody Knows Me At All by The Weepies
5. I Don't Want This Anymore by Straylight Run
6. Ugly Side by Blue October
7. Sleeper 1972 by The Manchester Orchestra
8. Sister by Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds
9. Weirdless Friend Kid by Emiliana Torrini
10. The Loneliest Man In History by My Brightest Diamond

It's not what I want. But what I want doesn't matter. This is the only way I know how to survive.Collapse )
7th-Jan-2010 11:35 pm - Deb Morgan Fanmix
So this is a Debra Morgan Fanmix!!

Deb is by far my favorite on Dexter and since I just finished watching season 4 last night I wanted to make a fanmix for Deb. She is a badass that's been through a lot of crap in her life. Oh how I love her long, lean body and her fucking filthy mouth.

This represents Deb throughout ALL 4 SEASONS. So there will be spoilers under the cut if you haven't watched all 4 seasons.



We can play who's the bigger asshole, but I guarantee you I'll win.Collapse )
7th-Jan-2010 06:00 pm - Escape Fanmix
I've been applying to graduate schools in other states. I've come to realize that it's time for me to move away and leave this place behind. It's time to start a new chapter of my life. Sadly I will be leaving my family and my boyfriend. I technically don't want to leave each of them personally, but they all can't come with me and I need to get out.

I'm searching for something...

So this is a fanmix about how I need to get out and I need to search for something in this life on my own.



1. Sunburn by Fuel
All my friends are searching, quiet, desperately

2. Breakaway (acoustic) by Kelly Clarkson-- typical song for this type of mix I know
Make a change and breakaway

3. Boston by Augustana-- another typical moving away song
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind

4. Goldfish by Kate Walsh
And I could leave this goldfish sea
And I could start to believe in me

5. Different by Acceptance
I'm taking a chance, this could be different
This could be all I've waited for.

6. World Spins Madly On by The Weepies
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

7. My Town by Armor For Sleep
Run through my town
Scream till I faint
Stumble around
Scare kids away
Worn out I'll be
Asleep on the street
Watch my whole town
Attempt to wake me

8. Wait For Me by Flaw
You must believe, it's not because of you I've had to leave.
Wait for me. I only hope that you'll remember me.

9. Disappear by My Brightest Diamond
And I don't think we're meant to stay here very long
I don't dream of bringing heaven down not like this
I'd rather move on

10. To Roam by Robert Pattinson
Some people were born to roam

11. Finding Your Feet Again by Denison Witmer
You're finding your feet again
The part of you that couldn't
Finally thinks you can


Searching...
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